If there's a Miracle.

My first post after a year :D How's life been at this very moment? well, i would say stress( spm is around the corner Duhh! ), confused, more pressure etc.

It's a friday night yet im sitting in my room with books around me. Yeah, just around me to actually make me feel better than neglecting them. Hah. Anyway, usually when i have problems or secrets i would just confide to my lovely listeners,babes even though sometimes they gave false advices or whatsoever, i just wanna feel relieved. However, everyone is busy on a friday night, so to release the tension in me i shall tell you a short summarized story.

Enough craps, lets hit it.

So, there's this guy who i met two years back who's really nice and caring also happened to be my close friend whom i can trust. It was a funny and memorable story how we met each other back then. As time goes by, we got less and less contacting with each other ever since he had a gf. I can tell that he really fell deeply in love with his gf. Unfortunately she left him for another dude. Right, I should oblige you by keeping my mouth shut before going into further details.

One day, he "accidentally" texted me,it was a thursday if im not mistaken. Yes, there was how it started again. At first I forgot bout his existence until i recalled his special surname, of course i was thrilled to receive his message. Then we started to hang out, yada yada..Oh MerdekaEve was amazing and i srsly had Fun. Another night out with him on J's birthday which was also an excruciating moment of embarrassment yet funny and unexpected crazy day. I hope you mean it when you said 'it' back in the car if you were drunk enough to rmb. It was sweet and romantic, its like a dream come true.
I really hope you mean it.

Then suddenly here comes the cold war between us. I've no idea how it started but i've been ditched for the whole night not to mention you were suppose to be the one who teach me how to play pool but you rather get busy with your psp back at the corner instead. My mood was completely spoilt after you asked me that stupid question. It was like you've changed to a diff person and i dont even know you anymore. Sigh* I guess i know why you're treating me this way, just gonna follow the flow.

Gahh, enough said. The more i write the more upset i get.

Ps: I wish you would have called.

Let's just say, it's over.

kthxbye.